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Just a scene from my yet untitled novel (prequel to “The Call”).
Tim stepped into the shower behind Danny, admiring the fall of the water as it cascaded over Danny’s shoulders, traveling down the slopes of his chest muscles, following the lightly haired trail that stopped at his belly button before continuing down to the trim patch of blond curls that surrounded his crotch.
Tim licked his lips, eyes taking the same path, lingering over small budded nipples before finding the beautiful vision of his lover’s cock that he was quickly becoming enhralled with.
He grabbed the soap bar and foamed his hands. Placing it aside, Tim reached out, massaging Danny’s pecs and his shoulders, making sure to get every spot.
The weidrness of the situation didnt escape Tim. He still founf it hard to believe that he’d finally open up and the world hadnt crumbled to tiny unmanagable pieces around him. He couldn’t help but feel as if he was holding his breath, his life suspended from reality while he waited for the other shoe to drop and cause him to lose Danny forever. Or worse, for him to wake up in bed any moment now and realise this was all a dream.
At least if he lost Danny now, he had these memories to cherish and pull out late at night.
Danny’s voice broke through his thoughts. “Hey, what’s wrong?” Danny turned, taking Tim’s hands in his.
Tim realised he had stopped washing Danny. Danny reached up, thumbrubbing his cheek bone as he tilted Tim’s head, placing a soft kiss on his lips.
Sighing, Tim moved into the circle of his love’s arms, wrPping his around the slim waist. “I’m fine.” he rested his head on Danny’s shoulder.
Rubbing his back shoothingly, Tim felt more than heard Danny sigh, the chest under his cheek rising and falling harder as he exhaled.
“This is real, Tim. It’s not going to go away just because you blinked. I wish you would relax.”
Tim couldn’t help his lips curling at the corners. He could never hide anything from Danny, he knew him too well. It was both a curse and a blessing.
“I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t worry everything to death.”
This time he heard the sigh.
He was squeezed closer, the arms surrounding him tightening.
From Love and Pain by H.A Caine
Released late last night from Smashwords
From Love and Pain
29 year old Adrian ran away from an imprisoning and abusive household at the age of 19. For years he ran, living on the streets and in shelters, taking crappy jobs to save a little money. Ten years of struggling and now he is a successful partner of a security company. Under the guise of running the security company, Adrian and his best friend and the people who work for them help others who live unfortunately. Like Adrian, not one of his employees have a nice past. They’re all running from something, never letting their guards down and they don’t want others to suffer as they have. But Adrian makes the mistake of falling in love with a young man when he’s 27. For a while, he gets to experience what it’s like to be a normal man. He never thought he could be happy, but Jaxon makes him the happiest man in the world. Only it can’t last and Adrian is forced to leave or risk Jaxon’s life. But his demons caught up with him long before he realized and now no ones safe. Can Adrian save Jaxon before it’s too late? And can Jaxon forgive him for walking away?
this is the first book I’ve ever written and I hope people who read it, enjoy it.
From Love and Pain/Fought By the Past
My next e-book to be released later this week. While everything is ready to to go I have had a minor change of heart and am torn between two titles. Fought By the Past is the title I’ve had from the beginning BUT my cover artist, Jared Rackler, sent me a copy of the cover he’d created with the words From Love and Pain as the title by accident. The words screamed at me and have stuck in my head ever since. I hope to have a final decision within the next 24-48 hours at the most and have the book available for release by Monday, July 25th 2011.